I am looking for a woman who would aspire what I aspire in life. I want to be myself and allow her to be her self. She can tell me all her secrets and I will never tell anyone.I will not judge. I have to warn you that I am deeply spiritual. I have a spirit and my spirit loves to enjoy Jesus who is the life giving Spirit. If you are not a believer that's perfect. I hate religion. But I love Jesus the Lord. If you are interested in me that's fine. If you are not it's ok, How can you be interested in someone you do not know. I can't be interested in just beautiful woman. I must see her deepest part--her inner being. We all have a God-shaped vacuum that only God the Spirit can fill. Money, education, pleasure or success cannot fill that deepest part the BIBLE calls our human spirit. When God made man out of of the dust of the ground He breathed into man's nostrils the breath of life. That is man's spirit. This part our human spirit is like our spiritual tastebuds that can be used to taste God. Well all this is very mysterious and I don't expect you to understand. I did not understand it nor did I cared to understand it. Until I said, what do I have to lose, I will proclaim privately, Lord Jesus, be real to me, I want to experience you as the life giving Spirit. Nothing happened right away, it's like an exercise it takes time. Most of us have no time to invest in God--But it's rewarding. I have not found anyone better than Jesus.
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